We pull up through a wooded area with a smoggy view over the
The Camp office operates as a buffer between the gated entrance to the facility and the actual entrance to the camp. There are always a few wards lingering around the office, the result of “write-ups” and other disciplinary measures which send them out of the classroom to waste their day away on a hot bench. We often recognize these kids as the regular “trouble makers” or students of a former class; they usually fill us in on the day’s gossip—“Heeeey, Soto went on trans, got sent to the box for jumping some vato in the dorms”. Translation: One of our students, Soto, started a fight with another ward and got sent to another camp for 24 hours lock-down in isolation.
We walk slowly through the heat. Past the baseball and soccer fields which are never used but are kept perfectly mowed. Past the asphalt lot and busted-up basketball hoop where they spend their “rec” time. Past the dorms, piled high with bunk beds. Past the American and State of
We usually arrive a little earlier than our students. We set up the room and might chat with the teacher if they are there. About a third of the time the class is overseen by a substitute who is usually pleased that we will be doing his job for the day. All the regular camp teachers know us pretty well by now. I spend time meeting, planning and debriefing our programs with them throughout the year. Certain teachers are more ambitious about how they use their class time than others, but they are always happy to scrap whatever they had planned for the next few months and hand the class over to us for the semester.
When it comes time to move the wards from class to class or from lunch to the dorms, a whole network of communication radiates from the camp office. This is to avoid having too many boys in the yard at a time. Wards are forced to run from post to post while officers supervise and bark orders, making sure that the boys make "sharp corners" as they zigzag towards the appropriate classroom or end point. Any student who does not sprint or pivot cleanly at the corners is sure to be held back for punishment and likely written up. So in the process of getting the kids to class, they often end up missing the class completely and attain a bad mark on their record. This process of running the wards is called "movement". When they reach our door, they are lined up and shuffled into the classroom into assigned rows of seats. After a quick and abrasive roll call, we join the boys in moving the desks to form a circle. This is the layout we use for all of our classes. The format breaks down the assigned seats which predetermine and pre-punish the "trouble makers" and eliminates the hierarchical dichotomy between teacher and student.
Finally, the classroom is ours. The officers are gone, the teachers bury themselves in their computers and tune out our presence. For one hour and forty-five minutes we are together and the space is ours. Amid the heat, the hurt, the hyperactivity and the good old-fashioned teenage hormones, we somehow needed to find a way to differentiate our space (and in some ways ourselves) from the camp. And so we always begin class the same way, with a moment of silence. As I always tell the boys, "This is not a prayer or a somber silence. This is just meant to shake the day off, calm our heads, leave the drama at the door, and clear the room for the journey we are about to take." A student volunteers to start us out...
"Hands flat on the desk, feet flat of the floor, back straight 'cause it feels great, clear your head and just breath." We sit in a bone-chilling and precious moment of silence until someone speaks: "Make some noise..."